When will things even out?

OK, so I made hotel reservations today. I’m going out of town to do some Army stuff. I wish I could skip it and just stay home. It gets so depressing doing the same shit all of the damn time. I ended up going back over to my friend house last night. He and his sister were so friggin drunk, both of them called me today and asked me what happened last night. The sister just got drunk, cried about some bullshit that happened at her job, chipped her tooth on the whiskey bottle, then went to bed. My friend, on the other-hand, got drunk and mad. He started talking shit to everyone there, even if he didn’t know them. He got in my face and started kind of yelling at me. He wouldn’t tell me why he was mad, just that he wanted to throw my glasses into the wall because his roommate always messed everything up for him…Yeah, I didn’t understand it either. I did take my glasses off though. I can’t afford to buy another pair of glasses because some drunk guy decides to break them again. Anyway….

I guess I flew off the handle a little in one of my previous posts….at least, that’s what I was told….I guess I’ll apologize for that too. It’s just that I don’t like talking to people about some of my problems because sometimes I just need to let it out and not have any reply in return. This is where I can do that. I can tell the world to go to hell if I’m upset and not have anyone ask me why I feel that way, or I can tell the world that I love it if I’m in a good mood and not have anyone comment about it. A girl has to bitch about things every once in a while, and that’s what I do here. I’ll try not to fly off the handle and scream about stuff through my posts anymore…BUT I can’t promise that I won’t.

So, I told myself and a few friends that I was gonna try to quit smoking after I finished this last pack that I have…..I think I’ll wait until next week to try and quit. Procrastination at its best….I knwo I need to quit, and I will very soon. I just can’t right now. Personal shit, you know. Anyway, I have 30 minutes before I go to class and take a test….I think I’ll go to the liquor store after class tonight, then go over to a friends and get plastered again. Beer won’t solve your problems, but it does make them go away for a little bit….

Until next time~Happy Blogging!