Distance really sucks sometimes…

Well….I don’t really know where to start….I am dating the best man in the world….We were meant for each other…..we also live 6 hours apart.  It’s not exactly like we can just hop in the car and go to the other ones house whenever we feel like it.  he came to see me a couple of weeks ago, and I’m going to see him in a couple of weeks….we do see each other once or twice a month for anywhere from a few days to a few weeks at a time.   But, each time we see each other and then leave to go back to our respective homes, the time we are apart feels even longer than the time before….

For instance; it has only been nine days since I saw him last, but it feels like it has been a whole month.  I have been in a funk for the past week.  I will probably be in this funk for the next couple of weeks.  It’s like a part of me is missing when I’m away from him.  I just miss him so much it hurts.

I always thought that that phrase, “I miss him/her so much it hurts,” was the silliest phrase.  I never thought that the people that said it knew what they were talking about.  But, now I know….when I say that phrase, “I miss him so much it hurts,” I really mean that I miss him so much it hurts.

Every morning when I wake up and get ready for class, I feel like packing a bag and getting in my car to go see him.  I also always used to think that long distance relationships were the dumbest thing in the world to try and make work.  But now, I know that long distance relationships can work, as long as the two people in the relationship both want it to work.  He and I both want our relationship to work, we both want a future with the other one in it.  We will have a future together, eventually….it just sucks waiting for eventually to happen…It’s hard being this far away from the person I love…I’d give anything to be with him right now, and make the six hours between us just disappear.

I’m just venting my frustrations….being a little sappy…..and having a bit of a “girl” moment….

Well, I just got off the phone with him…we talked for about 45 minutes or so…I told him my plans for this coming weekend…I feel guilty because he came down and surprised me one weekend because he missed me so bad….I feel like I should go up and see him this weekend.  I want to go see him this weekend, but I have already told some of my friends that I would go out with them this weekend because it’s one of their birthdays.  Plus, I would have to board my pup over the weekend, from Friday morning through Monday morning if I went up to see him….

His birthday is the first week in October, but I can’t be with him on his b-day because it’s on a Thursday and I have class…I thought about going up there to surprise him the weekend after his birthday though….I don’t know…..What the heck should I do? Should I go up to see him this weekend, and just tell my friends I can’t go out with them? or should I just wait  to go see him next weekend since it’s right after his b-day?  I’m kind of leaning towards going next weekend because I know he has tickets to a major league baseball game this weekend, and he is going to go to it with his brother….but I don’t know if he already has plans for the weekend after his birthday…..I feel like I’m being a horrible girlfriend…I have no idea what to do….

I miss him so much I want to drive up to see him right frigging now.  But I feel like I’ll be letting my friends down if I cancel on one of their birthdays….What do you think?

I’ll end it here….I have a test to study for….If you’ve taken the time to read this whole post with all my whining in it, leave me some comments please….

Until next time~Happy Blogging~ 

Coincidence??? I think not…

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1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq

 

2. Mesopotamia, which is now

 

 

Iraq, was the cradle of civilization!

3. Noah built the ark in Iraq

4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq

5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in

 

Southern Iraq !

6. Isaac’s wife Rebekah is from Nahor,

 

which is in Iraq !

7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq

8. Jonah preached in Nineveh – which is in

 

 Iraq

9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the

 

ten tribes of Israel

10. Amos cried out in Iraq !

11 Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed

 

 Jerusalem

12. Daniel was in the lion’s den in Iraq !

13. The three Hebrew children were in the

 

fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as

 

the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!)

14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw

 

the “writing on the wall” in Iraq

15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon,

 

carried the Jews captive into Iraq

16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq ..

17. The wise men were from Iraq ..

18. Peter preached in Iraq ..

19. The “Empire of Man”

 

described in Revelation is called

 

Babylon , which was a city in Iraq !

And you have probably seen this

 

one: Israel is the nation most

 

often mentioned in the Bible.

 

But do you know which nation is

 

second?

 

It is Iraq !

 

However, that is not the name

 

that is used in the Bible.

The names used in the Bible are

 

Babylon , Land of Shinar , and

 

Mesopotamia … The word

 

Mesopotamia means between the two

 

rivers, more exactly between the Tigris

 

And Euphrates Rivers ..

The name Iraq , means country

 

with deep roots.

Indeed Iraq is a country with

 

deep roots and is a very

 

significant country in the Bible.

No other nation, except Israel ,

 

has more history and prophecy

 

associated

 

With it than Iraq

And also, This is something to

 

think about:Since America is

 

typically represented by an eagle.

Saddam should have read up on

 

his Muslim passages …

The following verse is from the Koran, (the

 

Islamic Bible)

Koran ( 9:11 ) – For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle.. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced; for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah;

 

And there was peace.
(Note the verse number!) Hmmmmmmm?!

This is a ribbon for soldiers

 

 fighting in Iraq .